Better

Let me tell you, it feels really good to feel like me again.

Maybe it’s just a high after a low, but I feel really good. I really do. This life of mine that felt like a wreck a few weeks ago has slowly been coming back together. And yeah, I’m still on the fritz a little with some people, but for the most part, I feel pretty good. There’s one part that I’m a little…uneasy…about. I’m not all that surprised though. I never really fit with that one group anyway.

But some friends and I talked, and it helped. Maybe I just think that they understood what I said but the fact remains that I said it and that alone makes me feel better. I just gotta be me. That’s all. And I don’t have to “try” to do that. I just got to “be” it.

So here’s to a new beginning. Let’s hope it sticks.